My First Blog

Well, this is my first blog. I always wanted to have one, but never looked in to doing it untill my sister started her own. Im just sitting at my house trying to rest because im sick, and have a long night ahead of me at work. I figured this was as good a time as any to start a blog right? a little bit about me. I am 22, i work as a nurse aide and also a dispatcher for a family busniess that is trying to get off the ground. The whole nurse aide thing, i have been doing it for 4 years now, and yes it is rewarding at the end of the day. However, the long midnight hours and employee drama that comes with the job is almoast no comparrison to the reward of helping people. Its a paycheck is what it all comes down too. The family busniess thing, well if the busniess will succeed to its fullest potential, it just may be my ticket to a good life. By that i mean no more low paying jobs that i stay at because its a paycheck. A chance to be a sucess and do what i want in life without worrying about money. Wouldn't that be nice! If things don't go according to thought, i guess ill have to take the hard, more accurate road to a good life and go back to school and make something of myself. So, for now i just keep praying to god that everyones hard work and effort into this busniess will make it succeed. That would be the best thing for us all. I live with my boyfriend of one year who some people have not so nice things to say about. We have had our ups and downs as any relationship dose. He has a bit of a controlling side that he is trying hard to fix because if he dosn't i wont have it. He really is trying to fix all of the negitive things he has aquired over the years that he has brought into this relationship. I know he loves me and i love him so i am giving him a second chance. So far he has made an effort to be a better person. I think alot of it is changing because i helped him find god and he is exploring a whole new peaceful way of life. We really enjoy going to church on wednesdays and sundays, its a good way to spend time together and we both are learning more everytime. It has definently brought alot of peace to my life and i have my sister to thank for that. We have alot of drama because his ex wife won't let him see his kids. That has been really hard on him and we are to broke at the moment to take her to court to fix this problem. I know god will find a way to make it all right again. My friends mean the world to me. They are all going through some pretty harsh times right now as i think we all are. One is going through a divorse, one a bad breakup and trying to finish school with 3 kids and no support, one who went on vacation far away and never came back, and the list just goes on. I try to be as supportive to my friends as i can, as they would do the same for me. I have spent alot of hours on the phone (and cell minutes lol) giving the best pep talks that i can. I know when your going through a rough time the best medicine can sometimes be the support of a good friend. Lastley for the insite on me today is my family. My mother, who i think finally founsd somone to be happy with, can't stop talking about her new man. I wish the best for her. She has been such a good mother to me, and although we have had our differences in life, i wouldn't trade her for the world. I know i can always count on her when times are rough. And of corse my two sisters. My little sister just recently got married. She found herself a good army man. She just moved to Gorgia with her husband to start a new life(lucky girl im jealous lol). I couldn't think of anyone better for her than who she married. Yes, they are young, but he is very good to her, and i definently see good things for their future. I really miss her though. I can't wait untill the holiday so i can see her. And my older sister. She is happily married with a husband who loves her, and a son who could brighten a cloudy day. She has always been their for me and i know i could count on her for anything. We have the kind of relationship where she has the power to jolt me back to reality, usually with the harsh truth. As mad as i get at her sometimes i love her to death. I couldn't ask for a better sisters. Anyhow at the end of the day its clear that the most important things in this world to me are my family and my friends. Without them what would i have? not alot and definently a really boring blog lol