Crazy Friday Night

So, Friday was really crazy. We took Camille out for her B-Day. We went to Big Dogs(where i normally hate and won't go). They have cheap 1.50 drink specials and a dance floor. We were all broke and camille wanted to dance, so off we went. Camille showed up fashionably late as usual, but i did not mind this time cause i ran into a few friends, Antionette and her girls. We usually go to karaoke with her, she has a wonderful voice. Also, Tony was there. he was really bored and decided to stop down so he could have a birthday drink with Camille(you can so tell he likes her). After she showed up we did a Birthday shot and started to get our drink on. After the bar started to get packed i ran in to some girls i was friends with in high school. it was really nice to see them and i got Ericas number, so i will be keeping in touch. We were having fun and dancing up a storm. What i did not realize was that while we were out dancing, my ex boyfriend was there and camille said he was checking me out hard core. He just recently had a baby with the girl he cheated on me with(who from what i hear is a crazy bitch), and was showing camille some pictures. He told her i looked really good, and he wanted to show me pics of his baby, but did not know if he should because he knew my boyfriend was there. She said it was OK, and i glanced over and he was signaling me to come over. I walked over, and he said "here is pictures of my baby, I named him Patrick after me." I told him he was cute. He then said "Heather what can i say to you but I'm sorry. I'm really truly so so sorry for what i did to you. There is no excuse for how i behaved and if i could change it i would. I'm not sorry for having a baby because he means everything to me, but I'm really just so sorry for what i did to you." I said ya you fucked up big time, you coulda had this. and he said "ya i know i fucked up big time, you look really good. but I'm glad that your OK and your happy" Then Joe walked over and he knows who he is. I introduced them and Pat was like nice to meet you i gotta get going. Man did it feel good to have him thinking how good i looked, and how bad he fucked up. It was really nice to get an apology from him too. I wanted and deserved one for so long. Sweet revenge! And he definantly looked like shit too. Joe was so pissed that i was talking to him, but he got over it. My sisters friend Monica was at the bar dancing for a workout. I made Joe go dance with her and some other girls and he got over it. So as my crazy night started to die down, and i was more intoxicated, the bar was closing. I said goodbye to all of my old friends, and Monica. I sent Tony to wall mart with Camille, she had to get a humidifier for the baby. They seemed to be hitting it off so i figured why not. We all left the bar. On the way home i stopped at exon to get cigarettes. I ran into another old friend Sarah. Me and her go way back and were very close and were even roommates for a while. I stopped talking to her because my sister thought she was a lesbian in love with me and that was why she would act all crazy sometimes and after hearing it for so long, i started to believe it and it really freaked me out. We just stopped talking. I have been having weird dreams with her in it lately, so it was so weird that i saw her. I gave her a hug and my number and i will also be trying to keep in touch with her too. All i can say is what a crazy night. I ran into to all these people i had lost touch with, and an ex boyfriend that i got to make feel like shit. all in all it was a good crazy night. I definitely had allot of fun, but man was I hungover the next day.

wednesday and still sick

well, last night was long. I worked 11pm to 7am. The old folks were pretty calm so it wasn't to bad, but being sick and working is no fun. I need some sleep and rest to get better. I slept for an hour and then headed off to the family busniess. work was good today had alot of orders, looking up from last week, thank goodness. Wednesdays kill me with the both jobs. I cant wait to lay my head on my pillow and get some shut eye. Back to work for me at 11 tonight, then the rest of my week won't be so crazy. My good friend has a birthday on thursday! I have to go get her a present. Im limited on the cash flow, but i should be able to find her something nice, im pretty good at being on a budget. We are taking her out on friday. She needs a night out so badly. she has 3 kids and one is just a baby. she never gets out. hopefully i am feeling better by then, so i can drink and be merry. My friend who is getting a divorce just got her pappers in the mail. She is afraid her husband won't sign and it will end up costing her way more money and time. The bastard cheated so he better. I feel for her she has alot on her plate right now with her work and her 2 kids. Well not much else going on for today. Ill be leaving work soon and heading off to bed. Thats all for now.

My First Blog

Well, this is my first blog. I always wanted to have one, but never looked in to doing it untill my sister started her own. Im just sitting at my house trying to rest because im sick, and have a long night ahead of me at work. I figured this was as good a time as any to start a blog right? a little bit about me. I am 22, i work as a nurse aide and also a dispatcher for a family busniess that is trying to get off the ground. The whole nurse aide thing, i have been doing it for 4 years now, and yes it is rewarding at the end of the day. However, the long midnight hours and employee drama that comes with the job is almoast no comparrison to the reward of helping people. Its a paycheck is what it all comes down too. The family busniess thing, well if the busniess will succeed to its fullest potential, it just may be my ticket to a good life. By that i mean no more low paying jobs that i stay at because its a paycheck. A chance to be a sucess and do what i want in life without worrying about money. Wouldn't that be nice! If things don't go according to thought, i guess ill have to take the hard, more accurate road to a good life and go back to school and make something of myself. So, for now i just keep praying to god that everyones hard work and effort into this busniess will make it succeed. That would be the best thing for us all. I live with my boyfriend of one year who some people have not so nice things to say about. We have had our ups and downs as any relationship dose. He has a bit of a controlling side that he is trying hard to fix because if he dosn't i wont have it. He really is trying to fix all of the negitive things he has aquired over the years that he has brought into this relationship. I know he loves me and i love him so i am giving him a second chance. So far he has made an effort to be a better person. I think alot of it is changing because i helped him find god and he is exploring a whole new peaceful way of life. We really enjoy going to church on wednesdays and sundays, its a good way to spend time together and we both are learning more everytime. It has definently brought alot of peace to my life and i have my sister to thank for that. We have alot of drama because his ex wife won't let him see his kids. That has been really hard on him and we are to broke at the moment to take her to court to fix this problem. I know god will find a way to make it all right again. My friends mean the world to me. They are all going through some pretty harsh times right now as i think we all are. One is going through a divorse, one a bad breakup and trying to finish school with 3 kids and no support, one who went on vacation far away and never came back, and the list just goes on. I try to be as supportive to my friends as i can, as they would do the same for me. I have spent alot of hours on the phone (and cell minutes lol) giving the best pep talks that i can. I know when your going through a rough time the best medicine can sometimes be the support of a good friend. Lastley for the insite on me today is my family. My mother, who i think finally founsd somone to be happy with, can't stop talking about her new man. I wish the best for her. She has been such a good mother to me, and although we have had our differences in life, i wouldn't trade her for the world. I know i can always count on her when times are rough. And of corse my two sisters. My little sister just recently got married. She found herself a good army man. She just moved to Gorgia with her husband to start a new life(lucky girl im jealous lol). I couldn't think of anyone better for her than who she married. Yes, they are young, but he is very good to her, and i definently see good things for their future. I really miss her though. I can't wait untill the holiday so i can see her. And my older sister. She is happily married with a husband who loves her, and a son who could brighten a cloudy day. She has always been their for me and i know i could count on her for anything. We have the kind of relationship where she has the power to jolt me back to reality, usually with the harsh truth. As mad as i get at her sometimes i love her to death. I couldn't ask for a better sisters. Anyhow at the end of the day its clear that the most important things in this world to me are my family and my friends. Without them what would i have? not alot and definently a really boring blog lol